5.26.2015

[ESSAY] First Ever Essay



Here is my first essay. This essay was used to apply for Education USA Mentorship Program a few months ago. If you have anything in your mind, please do put a comment. Thanks a lot :)






My greatest inquietude came from the agrarian history of my people. Reading newspaper as a child, I found an aggravating fact about Indonesian rubber plantation farmer. They spend most of their time on the plantation only for a few dollars. Everything happened because of the material they produce worth almost nothing. The future itself never sides to them. In a globalized world, where trades become much easier and natural resources become cheaper, there is no place for a low-tech producing country like Indonesia. Let alone the live of Indonesian rubber plantation farmers. Premonitions wash my head as if I did nothing, their sweat would become blood.
On another timeline, I fell in love with physics. The first time I learn physics, suddenly everything becomes very interesting. The grace of a pendulum dancing through the choreography of physics is fascinating. The beauty of a light spectrum projected as a rainbow. That minute I knew, I would love to do physics to help my people grow.
Looking back into my recent studies in department of physics, I enthusiast in material science and engineering especially in nanocomposite polymer. I wanted to finish postgraduate studies in material science. I believe U.S. provides the best teacher, the best research facilities and the best research divisions in material science anywhere in the world. The need to study postgraduate is because I wanted to pursue my passion in material science. Becoming an expert in the field would help my people to develop their products. I do not think undergraduate studies alone adequate. It will also encourage more of my people to pursue studies in U.S.

The day I finish my studies in U.S., I would like to do a job in research and development division prior to my studies. In 3 years, I would start building my own company before moving back to Indonesia. I have faith that I could continue on building the company in Indonesia. So this would be the dawn of nanocomposite rubber industries in Indonesia. In long term, I would like to get my hands on the Indonesian ministry of Science and Technology. In the future, I wanted to be the Indonesian Minister of Science and Technology. I want to be a good role model in science and technology, giving an example leadership to my people. There is no better place for me to follow my dreams other than U.S.

5.22.2015

Puisi Kontemporer: Cinta

CINTA
CINTa CINtA
CINta CInTa CIntA
CInta CiNta CinTa CintA
Cinta cInta ciNta cinTa cintA


Cinta ditulis bagaimanapun atau disebutkan dalam bahasa manapun ga pernah akan sama dengan cinta yang ditunjukkan dengan tindakan.
Cinta yang sejati muncul bukan pada perkataan, bukan pada pikiran atau bayangan. Tapi cinta sejati muncul dari sebuah tindakkan
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Pada Senyum yang Tak Pernah Ada

Kak
Ibu dan ayah lirih
Hanya ada aku
Dan kau pergi
Tanpa Kata

Kak
Disini bising
Akan kefana'an

Manusia berlari
Tak tentu arah
Mencari kesempurnaan palsu

Kak
Hidup tak begitu indah
Kedalaman hati
Yang tak satu setanpun tahu
Sepi, sendiri dan tidak dimengerti

Kak
Hidupku rendah
Membebani Ibu dan Ayah

Hidupku penuh kecurigaan
Hidupku penuh kebohongan
Hidupku penuh ketakutan
Hidupku penuh kemunafikan

Kak
Apa kau baik disana?

Aku rindu bersamamu
Di dunia kita
Dunia satu bahasa
Bahasa cinta Ibu pada anak-anaknya
Bahagia
Tanpa batas

Itu telah berlalu
Kau pergi tanpa jejak

Kak
Bertemukah engkau dengan Tuhan?

Tanyakan pada-Nya
Mengapa engkau yang pergi
Tanyakan
Mengapa aku yang tak pantas
Yang memiliki hidup

Kak
Apa kau kecewa padaku?
Seperti Ibu dan Ayah kecewa padaku
Apa Tuhan juga kecewa padaku?

Pada kenyataannya
Aku manusia itu
Yang tak tentu arah

Dan setelah 17 tahun ini
Lihatlah ke langit luas
Aku tak pernah menanam apa-apa
Aku tak akan kehilangan apa-apa

Kak
Kelak
Aku akan segera melihat senyum mu